I’ve known my boyfriend for years, and we established a relationship a short time ago. A very sweet guy who loves me with everything he has and I’m 100% sure I love him back, there’s no doubt in me about that, but for some reason I feel something is wrong at the moment of show physical affection? Is not even dislike, I want it too I just don’t know what to feel when we kiss and recently had a chance to have sex, I couldn’t stop my tears I didn’t even know I was holding, I felt so ashamed for it and ruining the moment but he was so considerate and comforted me and all.
I really don’t know what to do or say to him, I know he likes kissing me and is sexually attracted to me as well as I am. Then why do I feel something is wrong when we put it ok practice? I’m scared he could start thinking I don’t like him but I don’t know what to feel anymore.