@curious you are in good company here! Break ups can be so hard. It really is so amazing to hear how well you are looking after yourself though. YOU need you right now, and it sounds like you are in very good hands.
Some thoughts that helped me through a recent break up- you are 50% of what made the relationship great. So whilst you may feel a huge loss now, try to keep focused on the fact that you still get YOU. Pretty good deal I think 😉 and if you need some loving wise words- I would highly recommend you find yourself a copy of Cheryl Strayed’s quote book ‘Brave Enough’.
You’ve got this! <3