Long story short, I have messed up despite my determination to abstain, I was engaged in a massage therapy session with an erotic masseuse. One thing led to the other and things got spicy. The only genital contacts I had was me kissing her body (I understand this to be risk free), and using my fingers to to stimulate her clitoris area. Granted my fingers never entered her vagina, and I was under the feeling that this is safe sex, but I noticed a small cut on my index finger (~1 cm long), the kind you get from peeled skin around the nail area. I don’t fully recall having vaginal fluid over my cut, but I got really worried given this is someone that might on the higher-end of his. All of the exposure was in open air, as I didn’t have any insertion of my fingers inside.
No penetrative or oral sexual events took place. Upon inquiring from the lady, she laughed and said she is very healthy and well and is particular about the people she sees with no penetrative actions ever taking place.
The big question is, is there any risk associated with getting HIV from vaginal secretions over this minor cut? I see a lot of things online and I’m very very anxious about getting hiv due to prior traumatic events. Would appreciate the advice.